Wednesday, September 30, 2009

I wonder if the Olympics will make it....

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Good Morning Friends,
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today is Wednesday September 30, 2009
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Back on the job friends. Got out for a short spell yesterday and did a bit of shopping. There was evidence of some rain about so I guess the weather guy was right about the rain on Tuesday. So, I am glad I got my Squamish and Juneau and Alaska trip out of the way on Saturday.
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Speaking of rain, I guess yesterday is the precursor. I suppose everybody knows what fall and winter are like here on the West Coast. Actually, I was just thinking of something, related to the weather, that is. I heard that the east coast is finally going to get a cold winter. Well, as soon as I heard that I immediately thought of the weather out here on the West Coast and what it might mean for our Olympics here. If there is a weather pattern being set up because of a warming in the Pacific then that might mean a warm winter here. And, you know what that means for the big event of course. I remember one winter it was so mild and rainy and boring. Just rain, rain, and more rain. And, warm like the winters down in California or something. It was really boring and really wet. So, the Whistler people are probably hoping that their day will not be taken away from them. And, think of all of the millions, or is it billions they must have spent on that project. I suppose they have their backup plans in place, you know, like artificial snow and that kind of thing. I guess that was part of the excitement for me driving up to Squamish on the weekend, you know thinking about the Olympics. And, speaking of driving. The Sea to Sky Highway is the same road that everyone will be taking to get to Whistler. The road looks really good and is engineered very well I thought. When it says 80 km on a curve, well you can go that speed on that curve. Very nice. You can check out my post over on the main part of my blog. It is the last post as of today. Well, that is all for now, talk to you all later.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Just Sheila....

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Good Morning Friends,
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today is Tuesday September 29, 2009
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This is my last day off and then it is back to work tomorrow. The photo above is of a girl named Sheila. She is part of my graduating class of 1967 at Burnaby South High School in Burnaby, British Columbia, Canada. The school itself does not exist anymore and was torn down. I chose to show you a picture of the girl because it is a very soothing picture to look at. It is filled with innocence in my opinion. Most of us kids were 17 or 18 years old at the time of this photo. I was 18 years old when my picture was taken. Can you feel the solitude in the picture?
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I have no idea whatsoever what Sheila is doing quite frankly and I certainly wish her all the best. I wonder what she looks like at 60 years old. I know what I look like. Time is a precious thing friends and so is life. I can easily zoom back in time and recall some of the times in 1967. I have some posts over on the main part of my blog if you are interested. I talk about these things and even display some songs from that period. During the course of my employment as a courier I have even bumped into some old classmates. Some of them are doing quite well actually and I am very happy for them. We are all doing are own thing in our own way of course.
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Have a nice day and talk to you all later.
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The rest of the group, including me below. Check out
Browsing the Year Book when you get there:
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Monday, September 28, 2009

The insanities of Friedrich Nietzsche and Carl Baydala....



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" One should not go into churches if
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I have been studying Friedrich Nietzsche quite a bit lately since philosophy is one of my interests right now. I even have a segment called The Bachelor Philosophers which forms part of my blog. Nietzsche would be a candidate for this bachelor series since he was a bachelor.
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But, the man is interesting for other reasons too. Like Schopenhauer, another bachelor that I read about, there was a girl in his life that left him rather shaken up. I think the case of Schopenhauer might be more severe, however. Friedrich seems to have his act a little more together in the girl department. Schopenhauer became a real misogynist as everybody knows. But, both females were younger than both men and that is part of the story of course. And, so it was in my life as well. The girl who I identify in my writings was somewhat younger as well. So, as males we all have a female that is part of our lives, yet who is not part of our lives. They are just ' impacts ' on our lives.
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Schopenhauer became a great pessimist and critic of society. But, he is not just noted for his pessimism and rejection by a young woman. He has other things going for him. He thinks that man is propelled by will and that man is a never satisfied creature. And, this feature of man necessarily expresses itself in man's behavior. Schopenhauer was also an atheist.
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Nietzsche was a great follower of the ideas of Schopenhauer and was also an atheist. And, these are the ties that bind us all together. We are all atheists and critics of the system. And, we are all bachelors with a bit of history behind us as concerns the opposite sex.
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But, these are famous philosophers and Carl Baydala is not a famous philosopher. But, he is interested in philosophy and in men like Schopenhauer and Nietzsche because he can relate to the similarities in their lives and those of his own.
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Nietzsche became a university professor at the tender age of 24, but his career was short lived, at at age 34 his life changed. And, so it was with me. My life changed at 34 as well. Both Nietzsche and myself were on new directions in our lives. Something abrupt happened in our lives and our lives changed and would never be the same.
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Nietzsche was a sickly man all of his life and that is what caused things to change for him. I too have a physical condition that can be painful and certainly was in my younger days. But, Nietzsche's pain and physical condition was to be more severe and eventually it would kill him at age 56. Thankfully, I am still going at 60. But, there is a point here about Nietzsche and myself. The man never gave up in spite of the difficulties in his life. He turned his pain and condition into a plus. He wrote many important pieces of literature that are with us today and he offered us some new insights, insights, for example, that would lead to the new study of existentialism and he would provid help to the psychologists as well. Sigmund Freud studied the man and learned from him. Nietzsche proclaimed the Death of God and said that Christianity was a bad religion because it made man weak. He was a great critic of Christianity as I myself have occasion to be. There really is something wrong with Christianity, yet it persists. Why does it persist when it does not belong? That is my question and not Friedrich Nietzsche's.
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But, the death of God and the meaninglessness of Christianity were opportunities for man Nietzsche proclaimed. This was an opportunity for man to reinvent himself so to speak. You may have heard of the term nihilism. Well, that term is very often associated with Nietzsche and his writings. Things are not all totally meaningless according to Nietzsche. If man investigates himself he will find purpose in life, but it is not an easy task of course. Look at Nietzsche's life of pain and consider how he dealt with it. He found a way out of the morass. So, is that not the lesson that we learn from Nietzsche? That there really is hope if one just applies himself and fits himself into his environment. I think that is a positive message personally, and it only proves that one does not need religion or something like Christianity to make it all come together.
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Nietzsche's last ten years were lived in a state of insanity. Yet, he was very productive in his writings just before he could not function anymore. If you read his biography you might think that the whole thing was a lead up to this state of insanity. The disease that he contracted as a young man in a brothel is the reason given for his insanity. So, do you think that Carl Baydala is insane or on the road to being insane after all is said and done? In his latter years Nietzsche thought he was a god. Sometimes I think I am a god of sorts when I talk about Jesus and the gods and all of the rest. I wonder if I am insane like the great man himself. I certainly can relate to these gods as providing meaning for me that is for sure. But, that was the big message coming out of Nietzsche I think. We can all be gods and there is no reason why we cannot be. After all, if God is dead like Nietzsche is proclaiming then doesn't it make sense to create something like a god of your own making to make it all come together for you - and to provide meaning for life? Isn't that what we are all trying to do? We are all existentialists in this light I suppose. Let us just hope that the cost of doing business is not some form of insanity as that might not be worth the cost. I do think that we can create these gods though and it makes perfectly good sense to me to do so. And, in fact, I have done so - with no serious effects so far that I am personally aware of.
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Hope you all got a chance to check out my post yesterday on my recent trip to Juneau and Alaska. That was my latest brain wave of course. Talk to you all later.
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Sunday, September 27, 2009

I finally made it to Juneau and Alaska....

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today is Sunday September 27, 2009
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It was another great day friends let me tell you. Above is another picture of my car for you. This picture is from the Spring of 2008, but my car looks just as great. It hasn't aged a bit. Well, anyway, since yesterday was such a pretty day I jumped into my car and headed up to Squamish. I am pretty sure that summer ( well actually fall now ) is coming to a grinding close so I wanted to get as much of it as I could before it goes belly up if you know what I mean.
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I took a bunch of videos of the Sea to Sky Highway and you can see them on the main part of my blog right here: My Recent Trip to Juneau and Alaska. I haven't been up to Squamish for a long time and I certainly cannot even remember the last time I was in the United States either for that matter. It was an eternity ago or so it would seem. Anyway, once I got to Squamish I visited the local McDonald's there. The place was packed with tourists and I am just another tourist I suppose. You can watch a video of me in the McDonald's parking lot in the above link. Well, after Squamish I made my way to Juneau and Alaska and that was the highlight of my day of course. Here is a video of that very momentous event for me.
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Saturday, September 26, 2009

A big week for God....

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Good Morning Friends,
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today is Saturday September 26, 2009
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Well, I got through the routine of three days working and now it is time to relax and to reflect once again. I have four days in which to accomplish that task. Notice that I am wearing my Truckin' for Jesus t shirt. The picture is me back in the summer of 2008. ..Seems like the past week was a pretty big one in terms of talking about or just mentioning the word God in my entries on this part of my blog. In Dear Courier Diary take a look at the posts below and see how I treated the subject of God. God was indeed on my mind quite a bit during this last week as you can see. Interesting eh?
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Understanding Carl Baydala is not easy....
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It wasn't really much of a week money-wise, but the weather was certainly much above average for this time of year. Well, maybe not above average so much as just an extension of the good weather that we have been experiencing for some time now. And, since it has not been that busy at work, my stand by periods are somewhat longer as well. You know, resting somewhere waiting for the next call to come in. I started out my day in Cloverdale and Langley, and fairly early on in the game I was standing by near the Langley Bypass. I am situated in a fairly large business complex facing towards the north and there is a large shopping complex on the other side of the street. It is part of the Willowbrook Mall Complex. I had time for a couple of videos. So, since I have Elvis Presley on board I thought I would record a couple of Elvis songs while watching the traffic role by. You can view all of my videos just off to the side bar on the right. Here are my two latest videos then:
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I am thinking the weather might be good for a couple of days at least so I am going to try and get out and about in the car while the going is still good if you know that I mean. So, if any of the important people are popping into town for the weekend, well you know how to get a hold of me. ... I wonder if God is on top of the situation, or maybe I have to rely on the other competing gods to get the job done. Oh well, fate will take care of the whole thing anyway because fate is where it is at like I have said before. I even did a post on fate you know. ... Actually, now that I think about it, it is not such a good idea to play the gods against each other. What can I gain by doing that? They just all might strike out against me to teach me a lesson. And, then again they might not. That is the problem with dealing with gods you know - they have too much damn power.
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Friday, September 25, 2009

The man said God was watching over me....

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Good Morning Friends,
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today is Friday September 25, 2009
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Well, we finally made it to the last day on the job. Just one more day and then it is time for relaxation period again. Hope the great weather holds up for a couple more days at least. Just a further reminder to my friends that if you are popping into town you know where to reach me if you want to do something. Like I said, my favourite harness track is not on right now so that would give us a chance to cruise around or something like that. There is always something to do if you want to really do something, that is.
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Still pretty slow at work, but that is OK, sort of, I guess. I know that conditions have slowed down for everyone in the business so that is not such a big deal once you think about it in those terms of course. I remember though, that September has traditionally been slow anyway. The bonus of the whole thing though is the great weather. You get to relax with your friends or just take more breaks at McDonald's or something like that. I just think of it as another holiday that is all. I think I have found my own way of enjoying and appreciating life anyway. And, I know it is not just me because when I talk to my customers and even other people I am finding that many people do in fact feel like I do. They are happy to be alive and they appreciate what they have. So, I really am not alone in this respect.
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Another thing that I am finding is that there are still people who believe in God. They are out there and they have not disappeared. For example, after work last night I did a bit of shopping. I remember standing in line and there were a couple of people already there before I got there. Seems like there are lineups everywhere for one thing or another. Especially in driving as you might expect. Anyhow, I noticed a gentleman in the lineup and I decided to throw out a comment and see what he would do with it. I started to detail for him the numerous times in the past that I had to wait at McDonald's in the lineups inside the stores. I told him that when I was younger that I was always the guy in the lineup who was not noticed. It happened all the time I told him and I used to get upset about the whole thing. The man's response was: " God was looking out for you ". Well, naturally, being the rather combative person that I was I asked him how that could be so. I mean, if God was watching out for me then why did he let people discriminate against me all of the time and make me wait when others were constantly being served before me? How come I was always the guy who was left out all of the time? He was smiling a great big smile, but he did not really have an answer for my question. I noted the pleasurable way in which he talked about God. This man was a believer there was no doubt about it. I knew that anything I said in criticizing God would go in one ear and out the other. There would be no sense in having a legitimate discussion with this person. He was a very affable person so don't get me wrong. I decided to agree with him and to let the matter go. He was just too nice a person to have an argument with. It would not accomplish anything anyway. So, we both agreed on how important it was to let things be and we both agreed on the nature of people anyway. Some just could not handle the stress and well, some people are just naturally pushy and some cannot handle the stresses of dealing with other humans. We talked about how rude some people were and that kind of thing as relates to driving habits and the like. We just agreed that it was better to be calm, cool and collect. We really did understand each other on this issue. But, I don't think the man would have had a response as to why God decided to treat me differently than the others. Why would God continually treat other people differently than others if He could do something about it? This is the question that would be left unanswered of course. The man was simply too decent a person to push philosophically. I just could not do it. He was a real human being.
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Early on in the day I had a chance to stop by the old restaurant where I used to work back in 1983. The building is still standing and is in pretty decent shape with some remodelling features. Here is a picture of the back door entrance. I will undoubtedly use this photo on my post coming up for October 7. That will be my 26th anniversary of the Big Event in my life. I took the snap with my Blackberry pager;
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Thursday, September 24, 2009

Sunny and calm, for now....

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Good Morning Friends,
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today is Thursday September 24, 2009
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.It was another gorgeous day friends let me tell you. Beautiful fall weather. This really is my favourite kind of weather. You know, the end of summer, but the effects of the whole thing lingering on. Everything is just so peaceful and mostly everyone is in a good mood as well. When we get to October 7 in a short while I will remind you of the big event in my life that took place in 1983. That was a beautiful sunny day as well. Just like 9/11, a beautiful sunny day. But, then my world was to be turned upside down and would never be the same again. So, take nothing for granted, fantastic looking days can bring great changes to our lives, changes that will alter our lives in ways unknown to us.
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I started out my day in the Guildford area of Surrey and I popped in and bought a muffin and a coffee at McDonald's. I had some deliveries and pickups in the area so it was convenient for me to pop in there. I was able to relax for a bit in the sunshine and just enjoy the day around me. Here is a video I took not too long ago of this particular restaurant.
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Later on I would be in the downtown core of Vancouver itself. While I was there I was able to take another break with a work mate and I took a short video of some pigeons relaxing on this sunny day as well. Looks like they are doing some R&R. Here they are taking a bath in a fountain supplied by one of the office complexes in downtown Vancouver. They are really having a great time as you can see. They have their own private waterfall and they are certainly taking full advantage of the situation. The video is not very good quality as the shot was taken on my Blackberry pager. These pagers are not camcorders and their main task in life is not to be movie cameras. They do many other things quite well, but unfortunately, taking movies is not one of them. But, they are handy and easy to use, so here it is.
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So, I don't know how long the great weather is supposed to last, but we are certainly not going to kick a gift horse in the mouth that is for sure. Only two more days of work and then back to four days off. There is no harness racing right now that I am interested in, but if you are popping into town from out of town do not be afraid to contact me. I am sure we can think of something to do even if the horses are not running. This message is for my friends and acquaintances only of course. Talk to you all later.
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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

From spilled coffee to the importance of ignorance....

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Good Morning Friends,
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today is Wednesday September 23, 2009
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Well, it is back to work for three days now. Yesterday was another beautiful sunny day. I cut the grass fairly early on so as to beat the warmness of the day. I still broke out into a mild sweat though. That was kind of refreshing of course. I took a drive in the afternoon as well, out to the Langley area and stopped in at one of my favourite McDonald's. That is the one in Port Kells. I showed you a picture of it already. I told you how friendly the staff was there - never had a bad interaction there. I bought a coffee and was trying it out at the drive thru window and some hot coffee spilled on my hand and onto to my jeans. It was hot and painful. It is those stupid lids that they are using on the new cups. Poor performers actually. Anyway, the cashier was ready to assist right away and offered if she could give me something extra to kind of fix things up. She stated that those new cups ' have issues '. I said no because it really was my fault and I should have known better because it has happened before. I just wanted to test the coffee and make sure that it was hot enough and that there was no sugar in it. I guess that is the price you pay for being so picky. Is there a lesson here? Well, I have caught them before putting sugar in my coffee or otherwise not being up to my standards. So, I suppose that I am most likely going to get burned in the future as well. The price to pay for perfection? After leaving McDonald's I found a great spot to take some pictures for you on my camera, except I forgot to take it along.
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Some thoughts on ignorance. Is ignorance bliss? Well, actually I think it is to be perfectly honest about it. There are so many things that we do not know and will never know. Why we even know things and still operate out of ignorance. Like, believing in religion and God would be about the best example I suppose. How many people believe in God anyway? Well, actually millions if not billions. But, different gods of course. Why I even believe in gods of one kind or another, like the courier gods and the love gods and all the rest of them. Do you think I am ignorant to be that way? Well, I do not think so. I don't think I am ignorant, however, because I have thought things out in this regard. But, some people believe in God because they were told that God exists. They just believe and they don't even question the whole idea. Now, that is ignorance. And, I suppose it is bliss for them. It makes their lives simple and provides meaning for them. So, I guess that ignorance can be a good thing in this regard. And, there would be so many other examples related to politics and that kind of thing. You know, believing a politician and what they say and represent and the like. It is easy to believe and to be ignorant. One of the best things about ignorance though is when you don't know something that will hurt you. Say, about a girl or boy that you like for example. There may be something in their present or their past that would really hurt you emotionally if you found out about it. So, in this sense ignorance would be a very good thing and might even be encouraged, if it was meant to protect one's feelings that is. So, there are just some quick thoughts about ignorance for you. And, what started all of this talk about ignorance you might ask? Well, I was doing some reading about the philosophical novel ' Thus Spake Zarathustra ', by Friedrich Nietzsche. He was a German philosopher. In particular I was reading some background material for the above novel as found in Wikipedia. It turns out that Zoroastrianism, on which the book is based, has a god, a person named Ahura Mazda. Zoroastrianism was in fact, the first monotheistic religion, you know like Judaism. So, that was my bit of ignorance for the day uncovered. I drive a Mazda Miata so naturally this information excited me a bit. Now, I know that these car dealers make up names with a bit of flair and that kind of thing and that many have names generated out of people living in the past or with names that have meanings which nobody ever thinks about. So, it looks like I will have to start looking at my Mazda in a new light now. I am driving a god. Do you think I should add my car to my list of gods that I admire then?
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Understanding Carl Baydala is not easy....

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Good Morning Friends,
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today is Tuesday September 22, 2009
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This is my last day off and then it is back to work tomorrow. I made it out to Abbotsford in the sunshine on a couple of jobs left over from Friday, so that was kind of neat. I only did two jobs, one was in Port Kells and the other one was in downtown Abbotsford. After finishing up in town I went to the closest McDonald's and had a coffee and a sausage McMuffin, the total cost was $2.71. Sometimes I only spend $1.46 and get a muffin and a coffee. But, I like to shake things up a bit to keep things interesting if you know what I mean. The McDonald's that I went to is the same one that I wrote about earlier on. There was an incident in this restaurant where I was just walking by a booth and a female voice said to me: " God Bless You ". Now, I did not appreciate this comment at all if you recall by reading that particular post. And, if you read it you will know why I said what I did. That is my personality at work friends and the more you know me the more you will understand me. And, that is what this blog is all about. I want the important people in my life to know everything there is to know about me. Because once you do that then you will be on the road to accepting me. So, I hope some of this stuff is finally starting to sink in. And, that is why I did yesterday's post as well. That is the real Carl Baydala talking and there is no other. So, hang in there and maybe one day you will accept me and appreciate me. I know that sometimes these difficult cases can take a lot of time. And, that is what I am - a difficult case. Talk to you all tomorrow.
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Monday, September 21, 2009

A Bible Story: Dreaming about my dream girl....

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Good Morning Friends,
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today is Monday September 21, 2009
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Yes friends, the Lord sure does work in mysterious ways. And, what did He do for me today you might enquire? Well, He gave me a dream about my dream girl. And, what a dream it was. One of the best in fact. Now, this was a dream about God and Christianity and the like, but more specifically about the Bible and my dream girl all wrapped up in one neat package.
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Now, as my regular readers know I am not a Christian. In fact, I am not anything as it relates to religion. I am most likely one of religions biggest critics. But, that matters not when you are having a dream of the calibre of this one. It happened very early this morning and I woke abruptly after it occurred. I did not want to forget it of course so I made some quick notations about the event. Anyway, here is the dream in a nutshell.
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I was sitting in the front seat of a car in the passenger side. The girl of my dreams was seated in the back. I was looking forward while talking to her. In the next scene we are sitting together in the back seat. She is on my left side. I still could not see her face. She was talking about the Bible that I had just given to her. She seemed truly grateful and happy that I had given this gift to her. I told her that it was just a Bible and that I did not know how religious she was. She said that she was going to bind it up in leather. I told her that it was just a Bible so why go to all of that trouble. I turned to confront her and I touched her face. And, then I gently stroked her face again. It was like we were shaking hands since we had not seen each other for a long period of time and I was very happy to see her of course. She was smiling. I asked her again why she would bother to cover it with leather. " Because you touched it. " she said. " She laughed. I always liked that great laugh of hers. I thought about what she meant by me touching it. And, I took it to mean that she wanted to protect herself from me touching it. I thought that was a great line coming from her. Now, I know this kind of dream would not mean much to anybody who happens to read this, but it is the best dream by far for me all year. I guess it is just one of God's little gifts for me. If He exists that is.
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Have to go on a little mini run this morning out to Abbotsford. I am making a couple of deliveries with my car. I do this kind of thing once in a while on a Monday morning. It is the left over stuff from Friday. I get to take my car out for a spin in the sunshine and that is why I like to do it of course. I will take my camcorder along just in case there is something worthwhile to take a video of. So, talk to you all later and here is the weather for today if you are interested:
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Sunday, September 20, 2009

A university education and can milk....

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today is Sunday September 20, 2009

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The above picture is me when I was eighteen years old in 1967. I am sure many of you have seen this photo before. Well, here it is again just to let you know that I really was a younger person at one time in my life. I am thinking back to those times in my life right now. The main thing that is entering my mind about that period is the uncertainty surrounding the time period. Young people did not know what the future had in store, but we knew that we had to go to school to try and advance ourselves. But, this was also the period when you really did not have to go to school to make it either. Jobs were still available that could allow a young person to make it in society without really having to acquire some big fancy education. I have some personal friends as a matter of fact who are a testimony to this reality. Some made in the business world and very successfully actually, while others made it in the so called blue collar or labour related fields. It was still possible to walk into a good paying union job and make some big dough without going through all of the hassles of studying hard and spending time and energy learning about some profession or the like. Of course, things gradually changed as the years advanced. The blue collar or industrial jobs were disappearing along with the decline in unionization and that kind of thing. The logging and mining industries would decline as opportunities to just walk into a good paying job. I suppose some opportunities still exist in the oil industry and in construction, but generally speaking there has been a shift away from these immediate opportunity-type jobs. Most jobs require some sort of education or training. Gone are the days of the on the job training and the fast buck I suppose. There are still the vast amounta of entry level jobs in retail and that kind of thing, but nobody I don't think is going to make it in society and acquire the kinds of things that a person could achieve some fifty years ago. Society has just changed that is all. New technologies have made jobs redundant and employers have found ways to keep labour costs down, relatively speaking. So, what does all this mean for me? Well, it means that I went to university and do not really have much to show for my investment if you want the truth of the matter. Is this a good or a bad thing? The question is actually irrelevant quite frankly. Irrelevant because the past is the past and the future is the future. The only thing that I have to figure out my personal situation is my analytical skills and my ability to philosophize my condition and station in life. I think that is nature's gift to man. Philosophy is one of man's survival skills actually. For with this mental attribute man can do and survive anything. He can be a winner when he is actually a loser and he can deny reality and turn a dream into a working fact of life for him if he chooses to do so. And, man's philosophy is of his own making as well and that is what makes it so special. So, did I waste my time at university given what I have just told you? Not exactly would be my response. My university education and surrounding circumstances did in fact allow me to survive and to be who I am. Carl Baydala is the product of his past and of his education and experiences. Dear friends, there is only one Carl Baydala and there is no more. Lucky you eh? What you see is what you get - a survivor who is able to pick his way through life and to know who his friends and his enemies are. This is the big survival skill dear friends. Being able to distinguish the good and the bad guys is something that a guy has to know. One needs to know who is on his side when a decision is going to be made that benefits the person knowing these things. For in knowing who your allies are allows you to navigate through this business of life in a more complete and professional way. I think my university education helps me accomplish this task more completely. But, my education needed a little help along the way of course, and that came in the form of the interaction with human beings and to learn how these creatures actually functioned in a variety of situations. That is the practical side of life of course.

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Which brings me to last night's activities. I went shopping last night at a new store that just opened up. It is a large store by our standards here and it is competing with already established stores in the area. It is a grocery store and has a furniture section and dry goods as well. I guess it is kind of like a Super Store more than anything else. You know, supplying the same kinds of goods and diversifying into other areas. It even has a little coffee shop setup as well. Well, I cruised the store and examined the prices. To be perfectly honest about the whole thing, I found nothing that would indicate superior prices over and above its competitors. I asked one of the staff on the floor as to how they were going to proceed and that kind of thing. They have a policy of maintaining generally lower prices said this clerk. I asked if they were going to have weekly fliers and that kind of thing. And, the answer was no. Well, as a shopper I need these weekly fliers to determine where the bargains are because that is how I shop. Now, this is a big store and it is not going to be cheap to run even though they say they are keeping the costs down. " We don't have any overhead " says this clerk. Well, that is fine, but you still have to get the people into the store and you have to get them to buy things. Now, I went shopping just the other day at a competitor. And, the thing that drew me into the store was the weekly specials. I talked to a clerk there and he said that they were surviving because of the weekly specials. It is the thing that is keeping them going in this tough and competitive market. And, that is why I go to that store, it is because of the special pricing on certain others. And, it is the same with the other store in the local market as well. They only get my business when they can entice me into their stores. I am wondering how this big new fancy store is going to survive in the midst of all of this competition. I did not see overall any evidence of an across the board pricing advantage. The one thing that caught my eye was the price of can milk. It was $1.39 cents a can. Relatively speaking that is not a bad deal. With the recent price in dairy prices it is very hard to get a good price on milk and the like. A good deal on can milk not too long ago was .99 cents a can. But, no more. An average price for a can of can milk is in the two dollar range now. I have seen some for $1.50 and even $1.25 cents a can. But, these are rare instances for today's pricing. So, I bought 12 cans of can milk at the price above and felt like I was getting a pretty decent deal. Who knows if I will stumble upon the $1.25 cent can in the future. So, for the moment the price of this can milk represented an opportunity and that is why I bought it. The staff at this new store though were very friendly and helpful. They helped me wheel my buggy out to my vehicle. They have some kind of a policy as well that is supposed to be aiding the community. Part of their profits will be channeled back into the community to help the down and outers. So, that is their gimmick and their method of operation. I suppose if the word gets out that they are doing good work in the community and if they can keep competitive ALL OF THE TIME then they will have a fighting chance for survival.

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I put some videos out last night onto You Tube so you might want to check them out. There are nine of them and the theme was Memories of Summer 2009. It is just some videos which I did not upload before that is all. Talk to you all later. And, I should be making another trip to the dump as well in the next couple of days. And, that is always fun for me of course.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

I will be watching you at McDonald's....

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Good Morning Friends,
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today is Saturday September 19, 2009
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This is the beginning of my four days off friends. So, don't be afraid to ring me up if you are popping into town from out of town. This is a message for my friends and acquaintances of course.
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The above snap is McDonald's Headquarters in Burnaby. Burnaby is the municipality just east of Vancouver. I stop in here quite a bit on my home to Surrey which is a more eastern suburb of Vancouver. I am usually pretty tired around five o'clock and a relaxing coffee and a muffin or something similar is what I need to just mellow out. I was going through my videos last night and I thought I would publish a few more of them. There are quite a few that have not seen the light of day so to speak and they are not that bad actually. I remember, for example, that I took quite a few " takes " of this McDonald's on a particular day in July. So, here is another one for you just below. I only put it on You Tube very early this morning before I checked in or checked out, whichever you prefer of course.
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Friday, September 18, 2009

A good effort is always a good thing....

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Good Morning Friends,
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today is Friday September 18, 2009
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Not a bad day at work yesterday in spite of the tough conditions overall. It wasn't a huge day or anything like that, just a good day and the money came in fairly easily that is all. So, at least that is something good to report to you. Just a reminder to all of my friends that my four days off is coming up again so don't be afraid to contact me if you should be popping into town and want to do something. This message is for people like Karen up in Alaska of course. You know what I mean, all of the important people in m life. So, don't be shy. You know where I live and what my phone number is.
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Anyhow, I was just thinking how important hard work is. I mean, when you apply yourself to something, that usually ends up being positive for you. And, this can work in social situations as well as in the work area. Just good old plain hard work is a very important thing I feel. You need to be dedicated to the task that you are involved in. Or, maybe no pain no gain or something like that. I don't really know the ins and outs of these things, but I do know that the principle is a sound one. It just works that is all. Maybe people just naturally respect someone who applies himself or herself. Who knows. But, I was just thinking maybe it has something to do with your character. People look up to and trust someone who is dedicated and works hard. Or, maybe there is a bit of self-interest going on too. Like, you know how selfish people are to begin with. Well, maybe people are seizing upon the idea that it is good to surround themselves with someone who will produce. And, that maybe by surrounding yourself with a producer that will produce some kind of a payoff for you. Actually, that makes a lot of sense now that I think about it. That is just one angle of course. But, I was thinking of another aspect of the thing as well. Like, say you are interested in a person and you apply yourself to the task of letting them know that. I think under most circumstances the person in receipt of the attention actually likes the idea. So, I would recommend that you let someone know that you like them because most likely they will notice and appreciate the work that you are putting into the project so to speak. Therefore, I think working hard can pay off this area as well. I don't think you want to necessarily overdo things though as this must cause some alarm in the one receiving attention. But, just good old hard work and a sense of dedication to the task cannot be all that bad of a thing I do not think. And, even if you do not connect with the person that you want to connect with there will always be others who notice just how much of a hard worker you are. So, the payoff might come later and in ways unexpected to you. So, keep up the good and the hard work because there is always someone out there who is paying attention. You will eventually be rewarded in some way and some time. So that means that your work will never be in vain. And, lest we forget that you will always be satisfied with your performance even if no one else is. You will feel better and that cannot be a bad thing. And, if you feel better someone will be bound to notice. And, word of mouth is a pretty serious thing as well.
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Just a quick note about the stock market. There has been sort of a stealth ( my wording ) rally going on for some time now. The market is slowly but surely making gains. I do not actually trust this market and I would be hesitant to apply any serious cash at this time, but I am making progress. In fact, I have almost recovered all of my losses from the 2008 debacle. I am not there yet, but I am close to breaking even.
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I hope the weather is decent enough for driving on the weekend as well. Who knows anyway eh? No more racing for a while like I said, but that does not mean that I will not be enjoying myself in one way or another, in between me working hard that is. Well, that is all for now. Talk to you all later.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Good dreams and bad traffic....

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Good Morning Friends,
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today is Thursday September 17, 2009
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I had a dream this morning friends. It was about the old restaurant where I worked back in 1983. The dream itself was mostly positive and the figures in the dream were me, a male figure, and another girl. And, no it was not the girl of the dreams so just relax. The dream was positive in the sense that the girl in the dream was ' reaching out ' to me and more or less respected me. She was interested in my welfare and what I represented. The male figure was just there and did not represent any kind of a threatening presence or anything like. If anything, he was receptive and understanding of my position. He was not there to cause me harm and his main activity of note is that he is walking fairly briskly. He is just there and forms part of the picture. Like I said, the dream was a good one in the sense that the girl in the dream understood and respected me.
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It was raining quite heavily at work yesterday and there was a lot of bunching up of traffic later on in the afternoon. You know, big lineups at the traffic lights. I remember I was standing by downtown and I had to go south to Richmond to make a pickup. It was just after 16:00 hrs. I knew that that the office in Richmond would most likely close at 17:00 hrs. I figured I needed a good 45 minutes to get there. And, then it happened. Another call came in that would make my trip more stressful. I had to head a bit towards the east first before I could go to Richmond. I knew immediately that this was pressure because it was raining and that fact can really slow you down in rush hour traffic. Well, to make a long story short this bit of side tracking really did cause me grief. It took me just under one half hour to get to my destination in south Vancouver which was actually a good thing considering the traffic and the rain. I got lucky here I felt. But, then I still had to get to Richmond before 17:00 hrs. The traffic was really intense and it was pouring rain as I lined up for the Oak Street Bridge. I remember glancing at my watch. It was 16:41 and I did not feel good about that at all. Lots of things could still go wrong. I was in trouble in this thick rainy traffic. The lineup to the bridge was huge. I inched forward in the rain while I was waiting for the lights. Finally, however, I made it to the bridge and into Richmond. But, there was more traffic in Richmond of course and more lights and more waiting. It was everywhere. Precious time was being lost. Anyhow, I made it to my destination and parked the truck in a visitor parking stall. I did not even bother looking at my watch because I did not want to upset myself if it was after 17:00 hrs. Anyway, I entered the building, got in the elevator and headed up to the third floor and made my way to the office where I would pick up my delivery. My heart was pounding. I felt the door handle to see if it was locked. It was not. I glanced at my watch. It was exactly 17:00 hrs as I entered the office door. Friends, this kind of stuff happens all of the time and it is what makes the job interesting and stressful all at the same time. This was an important delivery that I was trying to fetch and it was due early in the morning. And, that is why I knew that I had to get there and get that envelope. And, luckily I did.
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Hopefully the weather will be a bit nicer today, but then one never knows about these things. We can only take the days as they come I suppose. Remember all of the hot weather that we had and how great summer was for us? Well, I certainly remember and I am not complaining at all. Life is certainly interesting isn't it? Too bad it cannot last forever though. Talk to you all later.
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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Just another Wednesday?....

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Good Morning Friends,
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today is Wednesday September 16, 2009
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Back to work Wednesday friends. That is basically all that I have to say at this point. Took a blast over to my friend's place yesterday, had a coffee, and then I headed out to the airport for a spin in the late afternoon sunshine. It was another beautiful day of course and I did not want to waste it if you know what I mean. Took a couple of shots of some airplanes landing and that kind of thing, but nothing looks really good enough to show you so I am not going to bother with any of the videos at this time.
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I am rather speechless this morning friends so I hope you do not hold that against me. I don't even remember any of my dreams either. Oh well, it is the middle of the week I suppose and well, maybe nothing special is supposed to be happening anyway. But, then we are basically talking about complacency now then aren't we friends? Well, you know the rules regarding these kinds of things. Expect the unexpected and don't be surprised if your whole world is turned upside down just to keep you in shape and on your toes. Remember, we have no idea what is going to happen next. So, just keep that in mind when you are daydreaming or are otherwise disinterested in this thing called life. Talk to you all later.
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Tuesday, September 15, 2009

A day at the dump....

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Good Morning Friends,
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today is Tuesday September 15, 2009
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This is my last day off friends and then back to work tomorrow. Time sure flies when you are having fun eh? The weather was not one hundred per cent yesterday and it even sprinkled just a tiny bit of rain. But, that was alright of course because I was busy over at the house and loading up my truck with junk for the dump. Actually, it was a beautifully timed rain if you want the truth. I had just put the finishing bit of junk into the back of the truck and turned the latches and then it sprinkled, it wasn't much at all. Just a few tiny drops and then it was all over.
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I made a run out to the dump which is located in Port Kells. The McDonald's shown above is in Port Kells. This is their brand new building which they built in the same mall where their old establishment was located. So, they are right on the corner now. This is one of my favourite McDonald's for some reason. I have never encountered an unfriendly staff member at this location and I always get a good reception here. After my dump duties I visited this restaurant and ordered two hot apple pies and a coffee. Two hot apple pies costs $1.39. It is one of their many $1.39 daily specials. Anyway, back to the dump. The dump that I go to is run by a company called Wastech. It is a private outfit that handles all of the residential garbage in this area. They have other locations as well. I could go to the Delta dump as well which is just as good, but Port Kells is a little closer for me. It usually only costs me ten dollars for a load so that suits me just fine. It is a great dump actually and you drive under cover and just unload everything. Nobody hassles you or inspects your garbage seriously and it is a very well run operation. I really like going to the dump and cleaning things out. I am a regular now and the staff seems to know me. I guess I have found some new friends. And, that is a good thing of course since I am losing so many family members now as friends. See my recent articles about me as the Black Sheep if you are interested. Anyway, I just thought I would give a plug to the dump guys and to McDonald's as well. Two places that I go to quite a bit now. Here is my latest video once again just in case you have not seen it yet. I still only have fifteen visitors though. Oh well, I am sure things will pick up in time.
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Monday, September 14, 2009

The Black Sheep of the Family Revisited...

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Good Morning Friends,
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today is Monday September 14, 2009
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I wonder if anybody actually reads these posts of mine. Well, I suspect that somebody stumbles upon my site once in a while and checks things out. I hope it is another sunny day today because I am planning on going over to the house and do some more yard work and hopefully take a load to the dump as well. That is always a lot of fun for me, going to the dump that is.
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Just to let you guys know that I am back to my regular four days off so if any of the important people are popping into town you know how to get hold of me. And, I think you know who I am talking about. I can always break away for the important people and go for a spin in the sunshine or whatever it is that you want to do. So, keep that thought in mind in if you are even remotely close to town or thinking of coming. The Fall is one of my favourite times of the year if you remember, especially sunny Octobers and the like.
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I did a post the other day called Carl Baydala: The Black Sheep of the Family . Why would anybody in their right mind publish something like that you might ask? Well, because that is where I am in my life right now. I am questioning everybody and everything that concerns my life. I need to know who I am and who my friends are. I just might not have any friends left you know. So, I need to know that and plan my life around this detail, if in fact, it is true. Man is a very resilient animal you know. He can survive alone if he has to. All he needs is his mental capabilities and the right amount of resources with which to survive. The problem in a modern society, however, is that it is so structured and interdependent. It is filled with laws and with people who hold attitudes and prejudices and the like. As an emotional animal man has to work with these things as they are presented to him. And, that is why I constructed that post characterizing my life as I see it. I need to let people know that I am not a failure and a quitter. I am capable of dealing with people and their actions as they are presented to me. I am also a realist and that means that I am not going to pretend that there are people out there who accept me for what I am when they really do not. Man must know these things in order to put things into perspective. He needs to align his power and work with what is in front of him. He needs to manage his life among a field of human beings, some of which might be friends and some who might not be. So, these are just some of the reasons why I did that post. There are most likely many other reasons, but the above explanation will do for now I think.
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Here is a link to my latest video and in watching this video you can determine for yourself just what kind of a Black Sheep I really am. The video so far has 15 legitimate hits. Only one of them is mine, so that is pretty cool so far. I want all of the important people to watch it of course, and once again, you know who you are. So, here it is, all two minutes of it.
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Sunday, September 13, 2009

A gorgeous day to drive around....

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Good Morning Friends,
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today is Sunday September 13, 2009
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It was a strikingly beautiful day yesterday friends and I got out early for a drive. I headed out to Langely and Cloverdale. Not too long ago this would have been just another racetrack day for me. You know the routine, heading out to Cloverdale, driving around for a bit and then settling in at the track. But, not now. The Meadowlands is over for quite a spell now so I have to find other things to occupy my time with. But, I still find time to cruise in the sunshine and listen to tunes of course. It really was a stellar day friends. Now just think if my buddy from Alaska was to pop into town and how much fun we could have together. That would be the ultimate for me of course, it would not get any better let me tell you.
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The weather and everything else was so great that I even made a second run in the evening. I cruised through North Delta and then made my way to Richmond ending up at the airport and taking another video for you. If you are interested in these new videos you can link up over on the right side of my blog here. Or, you can view them below as well. In the first one one I am driving along River Road in Delta and approaching the Alex Fraser Bridge. In the second video I am heading west in Richmond on Highway 91 and eventually ending up at the airport. And, the final video is me sitting at McDonald's and looking west towards the airport. The picture at the airport is not that great actually, but the music is not too bad I think.
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There was a bit of a scary situation as I was driving home in the dark, however. There is an intersection that I turn left on, it is going east on Nordel Way and turning onto 112 street going north. I usually go this way home and up along 88 avenue and then up 116 street, and etc. But, anyway this is a very dangerous intersection when you are turning left. Yes, you have flashing green lights sometimes, but not always. Sometimes you have to wait and make a dash for it. It is kind of a blind corner and you cannot see the traffic coming from the east. That is because there is a slight curve in the road and you cannot see the approaching cars. And, what made the situation even worse is that a truck was stopped directly facing me and he was turning towards the south. He was stopped at the light and was coming from the east itself. But, the point is that his headlights were either too high or too bright - they were blinding me and I could not see the traffic coming from the east. I did not know if any traffic was coming or not. And, the further I inched out to see what was approaching the more dangerous things could become. This is a potentially very dangerous intersection here in my opinion. I think it would help if this intersection only allowed left turning traffic on a its own light. It is simply too dangerous otherwise because I know how the psychology of drivers works. Somebody is going to be ' pushing ' someone in front of them to turn left one day and they are going to end up making a bad decision and possible hitting a vehicle that they cannot really see approaching the intersection at high speed. And, that is the other thing with this road. The traffic is moving at a high rate of speed so there is an inherent danger here. If I am in the engineering department of Delta Municipality during the course of my employment then I am going to mention this dangerous intersection to one of the staff members.
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Well, that is all for now so see you all later. I think I will do some more yard work today and take a break from the cruising.
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